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| 08:48pm 13/04/2006 |
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Looking at my old entires...it's been a year since I've posted in this dumb thing hasn't it? Time flies...it's creepy.
This time next year I'll know where I'll be going for college...(though I'm crossing my fingers that I'll know before since I'm going to do early decision) |
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| おさしぶりですね |
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| 08:39pm 13/04/2006 |
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ごめんね。
It's been totally crazy in my life. seeing as I just changed my old lj into an rp one...I guess I'll start using this one again.
Well...
Uh..Good news, I have strait A's
Bad news...right after spring break is my official Amageddon. Joy. I hate my life. I hate my lit class. |
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| 04:37pm 22/04/2005 |
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Okay, so now it's like the Friday of SPring Break (Back to school in 3 DAys T_T). Sigh, whatever. Anyway, I'm trying to write ch. 4 of Sakura no Tomo but it's going less than stellular is an understatement. |
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| 07:30pm 16/03/2005 |
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Ugh school sucks and I'm an idiot. DUmb ass deriviate test in calc, I got 52 %. T_T now I have a D in the class. I should be fine 'cause the next ch is exponential and log functions, I should be able to pull off an A. Law homework hates me...Chem hates me...I hate it... Okay enough with hating theretical thigns like subjects. Wow, I'm random right now... |
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| FREEDOM |
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| 03:34pm 11/03/2005 |
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It's final HERE! the 3 day weekend! YAY! ^_^. I'm busy on Sat sicne I"m helping out at a wheelchair BBall tournament. On Sunday I'm going out to lunch or dinner with Mi-kun (Michelle) but my mom does not like him T_T. So I might not be able to go T_T. Ugh, I shoudl proabably start on that translation project. Making new icon. Tired. |
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| Still buried and currently Bitchy |
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| 07:37pm 09/03/2005 |
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UGh, not in the best of moods right now. Damn parents. Grumble. Hald way done with secodn to last section of homework. Inispiration has been on the fritz lately. Can't write anything even when I try. Too lazy to do homework right now even though the test is in 2 days. Thinkign about staying up to finish since I don't feel very sleepy.
Took a bunch of headache medicine sicne my head was hurting like hell earlier. |
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| Math Homework... |
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| 06:31pm 08/03/2005 |
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mood:  busy music: Butterfly by Crazytown or something
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Ugh I have so much math homework piled up. It's my fault but still... x_x. Let's see...48 problems from a book called "CALCULUS for Business, Economics, and the Social and Life Sciences" Man, I'm so doomed. Test is this friday too. And I'm doing the HW for section three which was assigned like halfway through last week. I need to stop beign such a flake.
On a positive note, I joined an RP for Naruto...but I think I messed up T_T. Aw well, Orochimaru-sama is goign to have to deal with it. *Ducks jars*
I should make a new picture for the hell of it. Chatting on inane, they were ranting about narutofan plus. |
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| Okay *deep breath* I feel better now |
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| 09:17pm 03/03/2005 |
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mood:  bouncy music: "Slow" Professional Murder Music
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Yeah okay after a long chat with a friend I feel much better. Now I'm baking cornbread mini-muffins for a class party, but I used too much cornbread mix and now I have enopugh for at elast five or six batches 5 x 24= 120 mini-muffins, yikes, I'm goign to be up a long time...Well it's notlike I planned to get any sleep tonight anyway. I'm generally ismonic anyway. I'm sixteen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sorry, couldn't contain my self. If you know me worship me as a cornbread goddess tomorrow! If I don't burn them, speaking of my honeys I shoudl probably check on them now!
The moat intresting thing is the same song I was listening to eariler is the same as now and it's just very strange... |
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| Happy Birthday to Me...*cries* |
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| 07:57pm 03/03/2005 |
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Oaky so today is/was my birthday. And my sixteenth too. It's supposed to be sweet sixteen right? MAy I ask a question, isn't your sixteenth birthday suppposed to be up there with the thirteen, eighteen and twenty-one? Isn't is supposed to be a special occasion?! At any birthday dinner shouldn't the birthday girl be happy? I was horridly depressed. Plus isn't the dinner not suppposed to make the afore mentin birthdya girl to commit suicide???????? Ugh, my parents made me feel horrible. They told me all these things, like
-when we reprimand you it's becuase we're trying to teach you
-you don't like to listen to suggestions
-I just want strait B's is that too much to ask? (Okay I got a C last semester but that hurt it really hurt okay?)
I felt so crappy and they were just so mean...I mean yeah I'm a rude idiot or something but could thye be nice for one day in the fricking year?! Okay, I totally should have seen this coming. My first birthday was a disaster too. It was all fancy and shit and guess what everyone got cake except for me. And I wasn't the most outspoken child so my parents told me I just sat there in the corner and cried and they didn't notice until everyone left! I'm sorry it's just eveyrthing is toom uch right now. I'm not goign to drown my self or anything but I feel bad enough that I wouldn't regret it if I did.
Okay I want to be happy but fate hates my guts and I got like five different lectutures during dinner! Oh my god! I'm crying right now and my mom just walked into the door and she didn't notice, typical. Phb. Wahtever I give up! *cries* I just wanted to have a happy b-day but no everything had to go wrong.
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| 09:16pm 25/02/2005 |
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Okay, I got a random flash of inspiration for a story! It's going to be yuri since het is so icky. Yes. Any way, it's about a photographer in her 30's that has always done scenic shots but turns to fashion for some reason or another, this is something I have yet to figure out, she's divorved and her daughter lives with her ex husband and his wife. She dates around, one established victim of hers is a blonde Honda engineer from Kyoto. Then the second main character, the first I named Akiko, is Arisu. She's a hgihschool student that's in a bind. She had a boyfriend and she got pregnant but when she told him he broke up with her but her parents are pushing her towards a marrige with him. So one night, she decides to commit suicide by jumping off a roof and who's there? Yeah so Akiko saves her and crap. Okay. I'll post the next part of the plot as it comes. *sigh* |
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| I live *dramatic music* |
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| 08:23pm 25/02/2005 |
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Sorry I haven't been positng lately. First my computer ided T_T. Then the internet died on the other computer so I've been in the dark. Yeah, pathetic existence. Any way not much to report. On break. Got sick. Getting better. Got rejected. I don't know, I want to have a love intrest but I don't have any potential victims. So bored... |
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| 04:20pm 07/02/2005 |
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This will be posted ever day if possible. It recaps today in all its annoyingness.
The Day:
It was pretty wet and rainy today. Hair was all frizzy in the morning.
School:
Chemistry: ugh! we had to do unit conversions that drove me nuts. We're in high school not elementary school. At least the teacher wasn't as mean to me as usual, he almost always calls on me but not today, I wonder why. Ah well, don't look a gift horse in the mouth.
Japanese: Ok, we just went over HW
English: We discussed safety stuff
Law: a nice day in library, I made a handout! But the dumb boys in my group left me to send out the files, good thing I had PE otherwise I'd be late!
PE: It was COLD and I was out there in a t-shirt and shorts. *shivers* I couldn't hit the dumb tennis ball and they were all wet and stuff.
Math: Totally confused. I got the basic idea but still very confusing. It's something about slope and derivations and speed and application to basic physics.
Home: Ate meds, forgot in the morning, ate some nuts and diet Pepsi. gotta do math homework T_T.
Random thoughts:
Can't wait until the break at the end of February but it's two more weeks *dies*
I'm gonna get $$$ for chinese new years (ya shuei chien)! Yea! They (my parents) forgot last year. But last year was a crappy year, I didn't get any Christmas presents I was on my own on my birthday. T_T I hope this year goes better.
Quote of the Day:
"No matter who you like, Love is more important," Obsession scan group's motto thingy. |
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| Love and the girls that I do |
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| 03:49pm 07/02/2005 |
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Okay, this is random but there are two girls that I kinda like. From this point on they are known as girl A and Girl B.
So I've known girl A for like forever and we used to be really close friends, but know it's like in the hallway, Me: Hi! Her: *ignore*. I like developed a crush on her a few years ago but now that she's like totally ignoring me kinda hurts. I mean yeah, she said hello in the hallway. But seriously, that's not the best basis for a relationship. We used to be really close too. But now *sigh* She's a senior now, so she's like drowning in prep for college, but one day I'm over at her house (this weekend) for the chinese new year's party and she like blows me off. I still like her but still, I think I'll clear her out of my mind.
Now girl B, I'm kinda developing a crush on her now. But she's a good friend and I don't know if she wants to be in a relationship, especially with someone spastic as me. *sigh*. I do like her...She's really cute and stuff. But I don't want to ruin a friendship because being close to her as a friend is more important than being in a romantic relationship with her, that's how much I like her and her company. She's really smart and cute! Gilr B's really smart but she's not as cute (not that I care). she's had some relationship promblems in the past and I think that maybe pushing her too fast will hurt her and that's the last thing I want to do. *sigh*
I really have no clue either about the topic or why I'm even posting this. |
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| First Slew of Quiz Results |
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| 07:52pm 06/02/2005 |
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My life is rated NC-17.
What is your life rated?
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My inner child is forty-five years old!
I've never really liked children, not even when I
was one. I want things neat, ordered, and
adult--fine wine instead of french fries, pina
coladas by the pool instead of beach sand
between my toes. Now if only my fellow adults
would stop acting like such, well, children!
How Old is Your Inner Child?
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| Hi! どぞよろしく |
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| 07:29pm 06/02/2005 |
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Well, this is my first post on LJ, so はじめまして! わたしはあおいのばらです。ええと。わたしは高学の一生です。わたしはまんがとアニメとおんがくがすきです。でも。。。あの。。。わたしはしらに。どぞよろしく！Yeah, that's about it. Quiz results will come flooding in! |
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